2012

lolz, should I do a full recap of 2012 har?? what say you? :)

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o.O

oh gawd, guess i'm officially the only one left ain it?? hmm..well i guess my case's a tad different..what to do..

p/s i want KFC lol...

*okay* that was random @@

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Tie-yedddd Part 2!!

lol, guess this is going to my theme for this whole week, am really really tired leiiii to be honest, think i wouldn't even last a minute with my eyes fully opened if i were to lie down on the bed..but then, still have loads of stuffs to do and exams are just like one or two days away, really no choice laa hahaa.. xD

 hahaa, and off i go again to the ward to clerk cases..laters :)

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Tie-yedddd!!

woahhh, this is really exhausting, needing to rush 2 case summaries due next week, prepare for 2 MCQ papers and a long case session in UM next week...it'll be really nice if someone can tapao supper for me later, surely gonna get hungry, this is really too taxingggg larrhh!! LOL xD

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Maybe Part III

1 day to know everything..haha

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:(

please, i hate guessing le..lol

p/s busy week ahead, hope i'm gonna do fine haa

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thought block

i really really hate writing lyrics, it's really really not my thing LOL..they always sound so weird @@

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random

i hate statistics sooooooooooooooo muchhhhhhhhhhh!! XDDDD

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Yep this is it!!

yes, i'm a free lance right now..well, am actually very glad to be one, makes things much easier isn't it? hehe :p

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bored

it really sucks, having so much to say and tell, yet there's no one whom you can really share everything out..you could've tried, but it'll just end up being the way it always had been..with a mild gentle nod of acknowledgement, along with the usual words of encouragement, it would've seemed that they understand, and care..oh wells, truth be told, they just couldn't be bothered don't they...

lol, too many thoughts running in my mind right now..ted's really a good movie i think, well maybe i'm a lil' bit bias, there's just too many things i can relate myself to haha..alright, nightz guys..

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what the hell

seriously, i don't get it, why torture yourself to this extent, and it's not like doing this will help you in any ways at all..i really don't understand.. @@ 

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speechless..

alright, settle down...but yeah, still very disappointed to be honest....but then, what to do huh?? lol

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fucking mad

wtf, what now, we have 4 more farking saints in the world?? W-T-F, damn disappointed....zzzzzzzzzzz, fucked up..

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it never ends..

this is fucking me up so badly, somebody save me

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lame

lolz, seriously....was that even necessary?? @@ hahaa..

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OMFG!

shit shit shit shit shit shit shit, patho is ULTRA heavy, U-L-T-R-A---H-E-A-V-Y, how to finish, omg omg omg omg omg.......!!!!!!! ><

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Week of Many Things

hey Fishy, you can do this alright? have faith in yourself.. :) you've already knew the answer long before the question was asked, it's just that you chose to keep it to yourself instead, and continued believing it, even if it's just a faint tiny ray of hope..

anyways, good luck, seriously..and remember this, no matter what happens, love, treasure yourself more than any other person in the world..it ain selfish, it's just....how it should be, naturally..well, at least from my own perspective, but..just think about it alright?

and mum..get well soon k?

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tanpa

sever all communications, i need time to think...

btw, am loving this song by some malaysian-indonesian band called Sixth Sense, love the groovy emoness to it..thx Ein for the intro...

it's really nice, but still, nothing beats chasing cars in such moments, honestly..

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i slept at 6

down and out, i need help...eyi ireith kyo, i miss you all..aih

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Go Rocamayo!!

ALRIGHT!! let's rock DTC tonight bayyyybehhh! just do our best and we'll be fine, main thing is to enjoy the whole process, of being on stage!!!! OOLALALAAA!! ;)

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throat arr...

throat very sakit weyhhh, can't even swallow properly..damn, what happened i also dunno, it's not like i got flu or other symptoms also, urghhhh....wanna rest also cannot, later got ward rounds.. ><

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The Vow

pretty good movie to be honest, love Channing Tatum, love Rachel McAdams (who doesn't, lol), love the chemistry between them, awesome..didn't expect it to be based on a true story tho, hahaa, nice..lolz, a few moments that i can relate myself into actually, hahaa, dunno what to say..nah, it's alright, i'm fine, i'm cool..as always..haha..lol :)

anyways, gotta rest, throat's seriously killing me.. ><

p/s thx JS for the company, i know it's odd, but yeah..thx a lot, lolz..

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congrats mdm. SPY!! xD

good for you, finally you got what you've wanted all the while, definitely good for your eyes as well!! :)

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FML

what's the point, you didn't even care....stupid headache, curse you.. ><

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累!!

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the E, the M and the O..

yeah, the 3 letters, E, M & O...not anger, not disappointment, only emoness, pure emonessss, yeah, like PURE E-M-O-ness..hahh, and once again, at this point of time...

hmm, honestly, i know what i want, and my instincts would definitely make me do so, BUT i know i shouldn't, and i wouldn't, for it's against my own personal stand and ways..

crap, it's been a while, ain it, lin ru..

p/s you know it's big whenever there's a post without all the emoticons...

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nasi -> bubur

somehow, i'm feeling like i'm only part of the backup plan, that sucks, big time... >< lol, what can i do, what done is done, there ain turning backs...

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The Answer!!

Hahaa, so it's decided..i'm going for it, really learned a lot when i joined last year, not just on guitars, but coordinations and instrument arrangements in a band as well...thinking back, it's really amazing, the experience..priceless! :)

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The Question?

Hahaa, still thinking, should i go for feseni pop band? that's what i've always wanted, but..yeah, i know thing's gonna be super busy if i go for it, lolz..hmm..

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The Lord of Hatred

hahaa, eyi's coming back tomorrow..perfect, it's supper-mania again, though i just ate KFC moments ago, hehe.. :p gonna spend good time with him before he flies off to dubai for some medical conference next week, so syok.. >< sadly tho, sien's not joining us..we actually planned to visit them in singapore (school holidays' next week), but since eyi wants to come back with his colleague, the plan was called off, what a waste.. :(

lolz, anyways, wasted my whole day playing through AC2, thought that i could finish it tonight and start off with my revision asap (lolz, as if that's what i really planned to do :p)...mana tau, sequence 14 (final sequence) came up and i was told that i have not collected all the codex in the game, which is necessary to unlock the final mission...i was like 'wtf man!!'... ><

lolz, overall, AC2 was way-Way-WAy-WAY more time consuming than the 2 successive sequels, but given that the whole AC series has a pretty solid storyline with some totally unexpected twists (which actually left me mind-phucked a few times hahaa), and not to forget a quite interesting gameplay, yeah, it's really worth spending time playing though it..and the part i love most is that it really leaves us that space for us to think, to ponder upon the decisions the characters made and actions done, and definitely to predict the final outcome of it as the whole story unfolds..no regrets hugging my laptop for almost a month finishing brotherhood, revelations, and 2 (very soon!! :p)...haha, can't wait for AC3 releasing this october.. XD

lolz, time to go to bed, hopefully a better rest tonight...ytd's was full of Ezio running around jumping off ledges and roofs, LOL.. :p nightz!

p/s oh yeah, i've made my decision, that is to start off ME3 AFTER Part B...A-F-T-E-R!! xD

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Update?! LOL

Alright, i know you guys would be wondering what happened to the promise of updating my blog i made in january..admittedly, it'd been pretty quiet for the past few months, sorry bout that.. XD but come on, it's not like anyone's been reading my blog all the while, so..who cares? :p

Lolz, been thinking bout my life for these few months and actually came up with the best and most exact sentence to describe it..Alright, so here goes:

'hi there, i'm lin ru, i'm a medical student, doing part time guitarist, part time assassin, part time hero slaying demons from hell and also part time hero saving Earth from an alien invasion'

how's that?! :p

hahaahaa, that's exactly how i spent my life for the past few months, being in a band with my friends and did performances on a few occasions which is like so freaking cool; jumping around stabbing and assassinating dumb guards in assassin's creed (actually finished up brotherhood and revelations pretty quick, non-stop playing ><); and not to mention constant updates and follow-ups on my currently most anticipated game - Diablo III..oh yeah, Mass Effect 3 just got released yesterday, and i'm actually downloading it now, so, yeah, we all know what's going to happen.. XD LOL, and 1 more thing, most probably will be joining Feseni UM this year again, representing 6th col in pop band, and competition's 3 weeks away..hahaaa, life's awesome ain it? :p

haha, having said that, i think it's really time for me to start studying, LOL.. :p been slacking all the time since 2nd sem started, and my definition of slacking is R-E-A-L slacking, not those lame asses who bs-ed so much bout not studying, but actually spent day and night reading through notes and books, haha, i wonder how do they live with themselves, lolz.. XD hahaaaa, but seriously need to start work, no more time wasting until i'm all stressed up 2 weeks before exams, cause that had always been the case.. @@ strong will rux! hehe.. :p

lolz, alrighty, time to get some rest, been battling flu for few days, haven't quite recover yet..took longer to heal this time, not sure why, maybe really 一年不如一年, age's catching up pretty quick actually, haha..nightzzz

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damn!

look left and look right..nothing..
look above and look below..still nothing!!

okay, this is plain crap.. ><

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moving on..

lolz, it's been 8 long months since i've last blogged...no worries, updates coming soon, i promise..

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